summer

summer is almost starting and im really excited.v. i want to start clean next year when school starts and this summer is all about relaxation, contemplation, and producing happiness.i. i took a picture in chemistry a couple days ago. you can see it. its two gummi worms *yes, the high quality confection.n.* and there was only two left in the bag. it embodies a major goal this summer, i hope for someone to care for me. these two gummi worms symbolise love and that they're there for each other. something i don't have. i want it, yet im not looking, yet I'm wanting, its a hard to explain sensation but i think a majority of you guys know what i mean.c. the fear and stuff. im basically looking for some love but not even romantic love. i just need someone that can hear me out and totally know what i mean. its not that i dont have that, i have great friends for that like Christine and Hieu etc. but I'm looking for something specific.e. hopefully everything turns out well. sweet dreams you guys, more on the week tomorrow, if i remember to get on considering my two month long slump about blogging. sweet dreams!