finals week, lots of stress but it seems like it subsided today. my teacher showed a ton of kindness to me when she told me that she genuinely felt i was intelligent enough to take her ap class so i feel really indebted to her. and then i got home early and the person i wanted to befriend didn't befriend me yet, but it was a step to even try. so i feel good about that. the rest of my finals are relatively easy and i don't worry very much. picture up there got taken at temple about thirty minutes before we even start praying, really patient people, to even stand there for 30 minutes. so, school is coming to an end and i plan to really be productive this summer and to be as impressive as i can. impressive as in making an impression, but what other definition is there? well, i cant put it into words well. and i listened to the same song all day, i don't get songs stuck in my head like some people claim but i do crave songs and today it was "your visits are getting shorter" by bloc party from infinity. i feel really parallel to it, i haven't done anything like i should and I've faltered to even care about anything i should this year. tomorrow, exam on Cyrano and to kill a mockingbird. what a good book tkm is. i love that stuff, even though its not very deep, unless you read it deeply, its got great brevity. i read like three novels in a week recently, boy meets boy, geography club, and St's of Augustine. really good gay novels. one of those few things i can relate to and it really helps improve the outlook on life. well, that's all for today. so sweet dreams everyone more tomorrow? 2 me up